je suis un ours
bros playing terraria while i’m watching gundam. this is becoming a daily routine lol

bros playing terraria while i’m watching gundam. this is becoming a daily routine lol

when there’s a song i really like in a different language and i wanna sing along, i bullshit the words. i’m curious what it sounds like to people who actually speak the language, but then i remembered that lady who tried out for american idol and tried to sing “without you,” and it sounded like complete crap. the lyrics were so fucked up and half that shit was gibberish. it’s pretty hilarious, actually.

my heart’s shattering a little more each day

heartbroken

apparently i have no intention of slowing down for left turns. fuck you, asshole. getting in the car with me one fucking time and deciding if my driving is impeccable or not is retarded. maybe if you would give me instructions sooner so i wouldn’t have to speed up at a light that clearly has been green for a good while, i wouldn’t’ve had to haul ass out of the intersection.

I’m just a kid who’s slowly learning the ropes of the world. I’ve never really understood anything, nor have I ever questioned it. I blindly accepted everything because morally, it felt like the right thing to do. Now my eyes have been opened to what’s going on in the world around me and I’m curious as to what the correct path in life really is.

i want this for myself, not for anyone else

discontinued my yoga workout but made up for it with stretches and crunches. i don’t mind that i lost 7 pounds, i just want a toned body ^-^ think i’ll go for a bike ride in the morning.

so much for freshman 15, i lost 7 pounds :/

brother: i’m gonna kill ronald reagan.
me: he’s already dead.
brother: then i have succeeded!

It’s really not fair how you make me feel like the biggest fucking douchebag when I point out flaws or judge other people, yet you do the same and it seems to be okay. You tell me that I’m just a hater, but my opinion and the way it’s coming out of my mouth is a lot nicer than the words coming out of yours.

sometimes i do strange things in my room and wonder if the pervert kid can see me

I thought it was really sweet that my art professor, who teaches a basic art class, was genuinely interested in seeing the artwork that I’ve created on my own free time c:

someone whose friendship i never deserved. i really miss you, stinj.

someone whose friendship i never deserved. i really miss you, stinj.

I know my brothers can’t be there for me when I need them to be because they’re not at a mature enough level to understand or show compassion for what I’d be explaining to them, but I am and I would love to be there for both of them. I want them to know they have someone to go to since our mom is a hardworking, single parent and our dad lives on the other side of the USA. We argue daily and sometimes we get a little physical with each other, but no matter what, we’ll always be there for one another. We’re family, but most importantly, we’re siblings. We have an unbreakable bond. I love these kids to death and I would do anything they need me to. Whether it be buying them necessities, picking them up from somewhere, or just needing company, I’ll be there.

My little brother was showing my mom his drawing of PSY in a Minecraft style and I was impressed with how precise his lines were drawn and even the little bit of 3-D features he threw in there. He reminds me a lot of myself. If art is something that he’d like to pursue in the future, I want to support him and give him the supplies he needs to further his artistic skills.

My other brother, I’m not sure what he’s into besides cash and video games, but I support him in whatever he wants to pursue in the future as well — as long as he’s not trying to con anyone and earns an honest living. I try to spend time with him and take him up on his offers when he invites me to play video games with him. We bump heads a lot more than our other brother, but we get over it and still get along.

I’m learning that I’m getting closer to moving out and getting on with my life, and I won’t be able to see my brothers every day like I do now, so I need to spend as much time with them as I can. I’m really looking forward to taking them on drives with me when I get my license so we can all get out of the house. I’m actually looking forward to spending more time with them like that than seeing my friends.

I guess what I’m trying to say here is, I’m just now learning what my brothers mean to me and I’m grateful that these two awesome kids are my younger brothers.