a sea of troubles

my mom threw away my ouija board mint box because she freaked out that it was in her room and didn’t know where it came from, wtf i’m pretty pissed

let me fucking tell you why I hate my job.

1. I wrote down my availability as anytime on SUN, TUES, THURS, FRI, & SAT. I have class from 9AM-1PM on MON & TUES at the community college down the street from my house and after I put in a couple hours at the school gym of another community college, the next city over (up north). After that, I have a night class from 7PM-10PM. I’ve been generous with my free time. I don’t ask for a lot of time off except that my scheduled days off ARE MY DAYS OFF. Despite my generosity, my work STILL has the audacity to call me on the days I have written down as UNAVAILABLE and on my scheduled days off to ask me to come in and work.

2. for SOME UNKNOWN REASON I am almost always scheduled to close at my job on SUN nights. I’m off at 9, but it doesn’t give me much time or energy to prepare for class in the morning which is usually why I’m always late. Not only that, but on TUES & THURS, I get scheduled for 8AM or sometimes 6AM or 7AM shifts even though I get out late from class the nights before.

3. the company has been a little chaotic balancing out managers between stores since a lot our team members have left our store, so one manager came from another store to help us out. The thing is: he isn’t doing a good job. That’s putting it nicely. He doesn’t do shit. He refuses to tell us his age since he’s insecure and thinks our team won’t respect him since he’s younger than 95% of our workers (even though everyone doesn’t respect him already since he doesn’t respect us) when it’s really not that big of a deal, he refuses to work on projects such as moving shoes on the wall or in the bins (which is actually really exhausting when you’re climbing up and down a ladder), you never see him pitch in with cleaning up the store (basically you never see him doing any dirty work), he’s always behind the register ringing up customers or in the back office “doing paperwork” but everyone knows /paperwork/ does take THAT long and multiple times he has been caught by our employees TEXTING on his cellphone instead of actually doing “paperwork”, since he bought an old Jaguar off of his father, he now parks his car directly in FRONT of the store to show it off when he KNOWS better and that he isn’t allowed to be parking his car there (and honestly that car ain’t shit, I can’t wait to become a nurse, make bank, roll up in an FRS and make his car look like a little bitch), he disrespects our employees by digging his hand in our bags and moving our stuff around to see what’s inside like hello what’s the fuck do you think I’m hiding under a pad or my cellphone? Do we even sell anything that small? Quit being an asshole, when we’re being checked out to leave, then when we ask to take our breaks (our 10’s or our lunches), he MAKES US WAIT ANOTHER 10-20 MINUTES, I KID YOU NOT, and lastly so I can just get the fuck over it already, he disrespects one of our employees where he yells at her from across the store NOT to get on the register because he doesn’t trust her and everything she does, he discreetly accuses her of something.

4. I fucking hate that I have to take harassment from customers and talk calmly to them when they’re yelling and cursing in my face and I haven’t done anything wrong to them.

so that’s it, that’s why I fucking hate my job and why I’m decided on going to nursing school next semester so I can get a career and get the fuck out of this place. I’m also starting to apply at other places because the shit I have to deal with at work is ridiculous and I can legitimately say that I come home exhausted because I bust my ass off at work.

I feel bad because in the mornings sometimes I’ll lock my bedroom door and my bro keeps his blankets & shit in here but sometimes I sleep with no pants and he tries to come in while I’m still sleeping and I just ignore it

bought some manga on ebay today and the girl was nice enough to give me a few random ones for free<3

bought some manga on ebay today and the girl was nice enough to give me a few random ones for free<3

Chuy finally paid up for that bet he lost 😏

Chuy finally paid up for that bet he lost 😏

Chuy told me he’s going to make a ledge for some hidden skate spot and I said it was cute and he was like “wtf cute??” I forgot boys don’t like being called cute haha.

I did a thing for me & Chuy 😘

so today I went over to Chuy’s house and spent some time with his family. his mom made pozole and even though I had just eaten breakfast in the morning, I still said yes to having a bowl because it’s kind of insulting to deny someone’s food when you come to their house, right? it was delicious and she even gave me some to take home. too bad my family are most of it. so we went to his brother’s soccer game around 1 and when we came back, Chuy had some more pozole. I was still pretty full from all the food I was eating at the game, so I just sat at the table and read my manga. his parents were leaving, they said bye and his dad doesn’t speak much English, but he wanted to tell me something. I could only understand about 2 words in the sentence and it was “gracias” and “novia”. he was thanking me for being Chuy’s girlfriend and then he asked for a beautiful grandson and I thought it was the sweetest thing anyone’s parent has ever told me. besides when Austin’s grandparents tell me that they miss me haha 😊

"hi bb"

favorite text&lt;3

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I’m working on myself as a human being; even so, I’ve been pushing people away.

Kaanapali, HI

my panoramic pics will get better

Kaanapali, HI

my panoramic pics will get better

went to a luau last night 😏🌺

went to a luau last night 😏🌺

do boys even like romance? how do u relationship?